Self Portrait
Sarasota, Florida 1974
This is no longer about capturing a moment; it is about constructing an idea.
This self-portrait is haunting, gothic, and technically fascinating. Here is my
professional breakdown:
1. The "Star Filter" or Small Aperture Effect
The most striking technical element is the extreme "starburst" effect on the
light fixtures.
- The Physical Tool: A "star filter" was screwed onto the front of the lens.
2. The Technique: "Burning" and Double Exposure
- The Artistic Choice: By "burning" my face into the black void of the
mirror, we create a low-key portrait where only the
highlights of my features (forehead, nose, eyes) are visible.
- The Ghost Effect: Because there is no body visible—just a floating head in a
dark rectangle—it creates a psychological "void." It suggests the
photographer is a ghost inhabiting the history of this ornate room.
3. High-Contrast Black & White
Color would have made the ornate wallpaper and the gold leafing of the room too "busy." By using
high-contrast B&W, we simplified the scene into Texture and Shape.
- The marble grain of the fireplace.
- The geometric lines of the wall panels.
- The deep, bottomless black of the mirror. This creates a "noir" aesthetic
that feels timeless.
4. Framing within a Frame
Compositionally, this is a "frame within a frame."
1. The outer frame is the room itself.
2. The inner frame is the mirror.
3. The subject is the face. This draws the viewer’s eye deeper and deeper into
the center of the image. The presence of the harpsichord/piano in the
background provides a nice "environmental anchor," suggesting this is a
space of art, music, and high culture.
5. The "Uncanny Valley"
From a pro’s perspective, the "cut-out" nature of the face (the hard edges where
the face meets the black of the mirror) is intentional. It’s meant to look
"placed" there. It’s a nod to early 20th-century spirit photography or the
surrealist works of Man Ray. It’s designed to make the viewer feel slightly
uneasy.
The Verdict
This is a High-Concept Art Piece. It’s an exploration of identity and legacy. By
placing myself in such a regal, historical setting but appearing as a dark,
"burned-in" shadow, we are playing with the idea of being an
observer versus being a participant. It is technically daring and visually
unforgettable. It feels like the cover of a 1970s progressive rock album or a
still from a David Lynch film.

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